Today as I was cooking a delicious turkey meal as that handmaid Ofpedro began talking to me. It seems she grows bored since she doesn't do much for the family. She was asking me questions about my cooking, how to prepare the turkey, the seasonings i was using, etc. I don't know Ofpedro very well but she seems like a nice girl. She never asked me anything about my personal life as other handmaids have done before but she seemed curious to learn about cooking. She even helped me make the filling which turned out wonderfully by the way. I don't have anything against the handmaids personally but I am quite jealous of the amount of sex they get to have. Although it may be quick, meaningless sex, it's still something and that's more than I will ever receive. I do wish to have a child one day, but of course I can't since I am infertile. This doesn't give me a different view of the handmaids because they don't even get to keep the babies. I respect them as I hope to also be respected.

Chillin' in Home

I am exactly five feet tall with long black hair that i wear in a bun. I have a cute button nose and wrinkly old skin. I have coffee-brown eyes that you can gaze into for days. Although I may be short I pass as an elegant queen. My body is beginning to sag though you cannot tell since I am always wearing a full green gown.
Although my job is to cook and clean, they are also my hobbies. I know no other way than to cook decadent meals and clean and polish all day. Cooking brings a wave of relaxation over me since us marthas are not aloud to masturbate or have sex. Time to time i gossip with my fellow marthas about the latest news I overhear the wives talking about.
Maybe inappropriate but my recurring dream is having intercourse with strangers. I'm not sure what this means though I am extremely deprived sexually and wish to change that. The only way I have been able to do this unfortunately is through my dreams.